I would like to get into more depth about Amna (An Amnesia inducing drug).
I have always maintained that, from what I've gathered of my Behaviour from the FLASHBACKS (post memories from episodes where I'm under Amna): my mental abilities to assess situations and consequences are very poor under its influence, basically my reactions are against my better judgement. At times I have noticed that my behaviour is very illogical, I don't think twice, or question myself... So I persist in claiming that I am irresponsible for my acts under this drug. Also if any decisions are made whether or not I'm capable of rational thought or not, I am unable to retract myself (change my mind) afterwards, as the memory of my "decisions" are locked away somewhere in my subconscious... They are therefor to be considered as void. (The Same should apply to Alternate Futures).
If you have ever been able to recall dreams, you might notice that things tend to be quite illogical, absurd even, but somehow still make sense, well at least while you are in the dream... Well, according to me being on Amna, is very similar; possibly because when on Amna, like when we are in dreams our brains are under the influence of Endomorphines.
Furthermore, like when in you're in a dream it can be quite hard to realise that you are in one, the same goes when you're on this drug, it is near impossible to realize that you are under its effect... However, if you were to be capable of understanding that you are under this drug... Here are a few suggestions of things to do so that you may hopefully realise what happened the next day: Break a nail, rip/tear up a piece of your clothing, the insides of pockets of have thinner textile so they are easier to rip/tear. If you have a set of keys, they might have sharp enough edges to use to give yourself or your clothes a scar/scratch. Otherwise, I would suggest to always have some kind of pen/marker on you, maybe attached to your key ring, in which case you can use it to mark something on yourself... or a piece of paper... NB: Just do these things as discreetly as possible, so that your aggressors (the ones putting you on this drug), do not notice the mark(s) you are trying to leave... Otherwise, they may try to find a way to make it/them disappear...
Otherwise, a movie you should definitely watch to understand how you are when you are under it's influence is "MEMENTO". It gives you a clear idea of how easy it is to play with someone one Amna...
Furthermore, Amna is often used combined with Ether*... Which makes you pass out, and forget the latest memories, and it's just a new "episode", and this affects the chronology of events. The same people can act completely differently from one "episode" to another and you will never be able to know the difference... They will sometimes ask you over and over the same question, to assess your reactions, a check if your teling the truth... Which is why the people in this "Game" when being questioned by Cops under Amna, have their explanations very well prepared...
Otherwise, there are some people (like Stephan Grieder) find it amusing to see how some of us even react exactly the same way over and over from one "episode" to another (See Amna Power Rush)... Although some are sometimes stupid enough to believe that because of this, when giving explanations about things, you are lying if the words you use are even the slightest bit different. Or, worse will think you are a fake if your opinion about a certain subject done under this drug differs, from one "episode" to another. Why is it so hard to believe that people can change their mind about something, even within a small interval of time? Especially if it a new subject of discusion...
Well I hope this helps, in case you are ever, or have ever been on this Drug...
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*: Another use that "people" make of Ether while you are under the influence of Amna is... To "Etherise" you while you are being Raped or being subjected to Pain...
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I have always maintained that, from what I've gathered of my Behaviour from the FLASHBACKS (post memories from episodes where I'm under Amna): my mental abilities to assess situations and consequences are very poor under its influence, basically my reactions are against my better judgement. At times I have noticed that my behaviour is very illogical, I don't think twice, or question myself... So I persist in claiming that I am irresponsible for my acts under this drug. Also if any decisions are made whether or not I'm capable of rational thought or not, I am unable to retract myself (change my mind) afterwards, as the memory of my "decisions" are locked away somewhere in my subconscious... They are therefor to be considered as void. (The Same should apply to Alternate Futures).
If you have ever been able to recall dreams, you might notice that things tend to be quite illogical, absurd even, but somehow still make sense, well at least while you are in the dream... Well, according to me being on Amna, is very similar; possibly because when on Amna, like when we are in dreams our brains are under the influence of Endomorphines.
Furthermore, like when in you're in a dream it can be quite hard to realise that you are in one, the same goes when you're on this drug, it is near impossible to realize that you are under its effect... However, if you were to be capable of understanding that you are under this drug... Here are a few suggestions of things to do so that you may hopefully realise what happened the next day: Break a nail, rip/tear up a piece of your clothing, the insides of pockets of have thinner textile so they are easier to rip/tear. If you have a set of keys, they might have sharp enough edges to use to give yourself or your clothes a scar/scratch. Otherwise, I would suggest to always have some kind of pen/marker on you, maybe attached to your key ring, in which case you can use it to mark something on yourself... or a piece of paper... NB: Just do these things as discreetly as possible, so that your aggressors (the ones putting you on this drug), do not notice the mark(s) you are trying to leave... Otherwise, they may try to find a way to make it/them disappear...
Otherwise, a movie you should definitely watch to understand how you are when you are under it's influence is "MEMENTO". It gives you a clear idea of how easy it is to play with someone one Amna...
Furthermore, Amna is often used combined with Ether*... Which makes you pass out, and forget the latest memories, and it's just a new "episode", and this affects the chronology of events. The same people can act completely differently from one "episode" to another and you will never be able to know the difference... They will sometimes ask you over and over the same question, to assess your reactions, a check if your teling the truth... Which is why the people in this "Game" when being questioned by Cops under Amna, have their explanations very well prepared...
Otherwise, there are some people (like Stephan Grieder) find it amusing to see how some of us even react exactly the same way over and over from one "episode" to another (See Amna Power Rush)... Although some are sometimes stupid enough to believe that because of this, when giving explanations about things, you are lying if the words you use are even the slightest bit different. Or, worse will think you are a fake if your opinion about a certain subject done under this drug differs, from one "episode" to another. Why is it so hard to believe that people can change their mind about something, even within a small interval of time? Especially if it a new subject of discusion...
Well I hope this helps, in case you are ever, or have ever been on this Drug...
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*: Another use that "people" make of Ether while you are under the influence of Amna is... To "Etherise" you while you are being Raped or being subjected to Pain...
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